Curse Of Being Second Born
Dear Thomas:
I want you to know how much mommy loves you, even though you didn't come out of her tummy first.
You are loved so much, by so many people, and I only hope that one day you will realise that is far more important than all of the things you didn't get to do because you were the baby brother.
My guilt gets to me often, and today is one of those days that I find myself trying not to cry when I think of all the things that I have missed and not done because you can't be my only priority.
Your sister is loved so much too, and because she was here first I was able to devote every minute of my life to her. I was able to do more things with her and for her. But, it doesn't mean I love her more. I just love her in a different way, because she was my first baby. Just like I love you differently because you are my new baby, and my first little boy.
I want you to know how much mommy loves you, even though you didn't come out of her tummy first.
You are loved so much, by so many people, and I only hope that one day you will realise that is far more important than all of the things you didn't get to do because you were the baby brother.
My guilt gets to me often, and today is one of those days that I find myself trying not to cry when I think of all the things that I have missed and not done because you can't be my only priority.
Your sister is loved so much too, and because she was here first I was able to devote every minute of my life to her. I was able to do more things with her and for her. But, it doesn't mean I love her more. I just love her in a different way, because she was my first baby. Just like I love you differently because you are my new baby, and my first little boy.
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