Too Pretty To Stay Inside

Gracie and I spent a perfect afternoon outside today. The weather was gorgeous, and so was the temperature for once.

After she got from her nap, she was thrilled to hear my idea. I got her shoes on and we headed to the park to play the afternoon away. Imagine my surprise, and panic when I found the park's playground covered with caution tape.

No, it wasn't a murder, this town is too small for that kind of excitement. The sign said it was closed for repairs. I can't imagine the problem, but now I had to think on my feet.

Between our church and the neighboring church there is a small playground, so I took a chance at it being not crowded. Not only was it not crowded, we were the only ones there. I say playground, but really its an elaborate swing set. But, Gracie didn't care. She had fun climbing and swinging and sliding and playing in the pea gravel.

I sat and watched her and soaked in the autumn breezes. I enjoyed myself, but at the same time found myself pining away yet again for my own home and backyard where Gracie could play all day. The neighborhood where our church is is so quiet and peaceful. I felt blessed to be a mommy and have all the things I have, and somewhat wistful at the same time. But, I have decided I am going to forgive myself for that. After all, I am human, and a female too boot. So, we can't help ourselves when it comes to wanting more.

**Above: Gracie slides again. And, hey no comments on the NASCAR overalls. They are play clothes and I couldn't pass them up for a $1 at a thrift store! :)**

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